7
According to Planned Parenthood I am 7 weeks and 5 days pregnant. According to my count, which starts on Valentine’s day I am 5 weeks and 6 days, week six starts tomorrow. Due November 1st or 14th. Around my dad’s birthday. I am an anxious, nervous wreck but C has really stepped up to the plate as a boyfriend and a source of comfort. The biggest source of stress is realizing life is coming at me so fast. Everyone I know will die, all my cats will die. My parents will die. I must continue attending college. The other issue, my drug use. Hopefully my heroin use thoughout my first weeks of pregnancy hasn’t fucked things completely. If I wasn’t doing heroin, I was using suboxone or taking pain pills every day. C doesn’t know about my heroin use. He thinks I’ve been clean for at least 3 weeks. I’m in the process of weaning myself off of the drug since withdrawl can be hard on the fetus. I found out I was pregnant on Thursday last week, and this will be my last day using the drug. I’m scraping my tooter and giving it away to my friend who uses heavily. It’s like a gesture of solidarity. I don’t think I could ever stop completely if it wasn’t for this life changing event.
MASSSIVE GIVE AWAYYYY!!!!
included:
- macbook air UNUSED
- nikon SLR D5100 camera UNUSED
- blackberry smartphone 8250 UNUSED
- ipod classic
- Eternity purfume- Calvin Klein UNOPENED
- Chloe purfume- UNUSED
- silk shorts- boutique in Italy
- skirt boho brint- urban outfitters
- infinity red knit muffler- urban outfitters
- jewelry- i dont remember haha
my father’s company gave us all these electronics so I decided to give them away :)
ALL of these items will be given to ONE lucky follower from notes of the photo THAT I DO NOT PERSONALLY KNOW
You may reblog this picture up to FIVE times
i will pay for good quality national/ international shipment
YOU MUST KEEP THIS ON YOUR BLOG TILL MARCH 30th (the day the winner is decided)
for proof- the winner will upload a photo of them with all the items!
i will decide the winner in the last week of march
message me for any questions!!
MUST BE FOLLOWING: lac-e
this is not a joke
5
So I’m totally fucking my day for the want of heroin. I stayed up extraordinarily late last night helping my friend procure it, so I only got three hours of sleep. This morning I had a tiny piece, only enough to spark an enormous craving. There were also hygiene related things that I needed to do this morning with not enough time before class, so I talked myself in to skipping class in order to probably steal some silver coins to sell to get money to get drugs. Oops. It’s very windy right now and I’m afraid the power will go out. Oh my god I hate everything right now. I wish I had some money or wasn’t so damn fat… something good.
